stressful weeks coming up!

aigoo~
we are going to sit for final sem examination this friday
and i haven't started revising anything
like, ZERO!
hello~

adoiii...
it was such a shocking news last friday when pn rohana told us that for bio, the papers will cover the three sems syllabus!!
dang!
how are we going to study a bunch of three sems topics in one week??

and there are some unfinished work as well
phy lab reports
chem lab reports
bio lab reports
tok essay
cas report

AGH!
mcm mane nk maintain full points??
jom kte pk same2...
=.='

playlist!

currently listening to:

what a girl wants - 4 minute
chu~ - f(x)
chocolate love - SNSD
love like this - SS501
ring ding dong - SHINee
time to love - T-Ara ft Supernova
kiss - Sandara Park
i love you - Narsha
mister - KARA
tell me your wish (genie) - SNSD
lie - T-Ara
lachata - f(x)
abracadabra - Brown Eyed Girls
wanna - KARA
i don't care - 2NE1
tears - SNSD
i'd lie - taylor swift
good girls go bad - cobra starship
kau & aku - mila & akim
cinta ada - karen kong & jacqueline victor & sheila majid
istimewa - indigo
ku percaya ada cinta - Siti Nurhaliza

i hate myself when...

xxx

you know what i hate myself the most?
when i feel like crying for no reason
when i feel doubt
when i feel lonely

xxx

family tercinta
rakan-rakan tersayang
pls lend me your strength...

=.='

ps:hajar, thanx sbb igtkn lgu ku harap cinta!
suke!!!

over.done.

...

i'm moving on
back to normal
thanks to orang2 tersayang!!
for never ending support and advices

at least
i know i have bunch of caring friends and family behind me
i don't care and i don't mind
just do whatever you wish to do

and at least, i am being my true self :)

...

just smile

reminder
this is just my own personal opinion

have you ever experienced the worst day ever
that make you feel like to blame the whole world
to be ignorant
to show your negative side?

i experienced it
in fact, i always do

but i tried to put that problem away
and smile the best smile and laugh out loud
for me
i don't have the right to make other people feel guilty
or to worsen other people's day
just because my day is not as good as what i am expecting it to be
being ignorant will not solve the problem
it creates more problem

so, what i do, i smile and i laugh

it's hard but it's worth it!

cuak lah...

when u r in ib
u dun hv to wait until the final exam
mine will be on may 2010
to feel cuak gile hell
because exam is just around the corner

u r advised to feel cuak from the 1st day of ib
sbb..
u hv to do a lot of internal assessment which will be included in the final marks

last week i dh setelkan oral tok
alhamdulillah, ok!
i was into my character as a prostitute, hahaha~

esok i ade ioc
pkul 12 something
kne ulas psl sajak uthman awang or cerpen cahaya langit
semoga i dpt soalan yg sng and familiar
wish me luck!

will submit ee 2nd draft and worldlit final tomorrow
wish me luck gak!

of friends, australia and parents..

i know that i am surrounded by a bunch of great friends
from gombak or from seremban
they are all great
thanks guys!

alkeys
they know
when my message sounds so weird
something is wrong with me
and they ask me directly
"nabilah, ko knapa?ko ok x?"

adek badekku and rummies kt klej
they never stop motivate me
encourage me
make me laugh when everything is not right for me
they console me

shidot
mkcik ni kn
org nk mintak dia pujuk org nangis
dia pulak nangis skali
ouh, i fham, org tua mmg sensitif!
hahaha
tp shidot kn, sbenarnye mmg dr form 1 dlu ko dgr prob aku kn??
hahaha...

to my other friends, thanks a bunch!
i love you all!!!

ok, mari stop emo2

dsbabkn emosi yg x setabil arituh
i ajk sume bdak alkeys kuar
malangnye, sume xleh nk kua
sume bz ngen hal masing2
xpe2, i fhm, kte klej laen2, course pn laen2

last2 kua ngen makcik shidot tuh
ktorg:

makan2, ouh, i rse piza kt fud court lg sdap dr pizza hut wpun xde stuff crust

pgi australia edu fair
ouh, i x ckp lg kn, i am thinking of going to australia
sgt ssah tp...
placement sgt limited
ade 3 u je yg offer, adelaide, queensland and western australia tp..
adelaide - cm ok, tp die x sure ade bpe byk tmpat, kne amek pqa..
queensland - kne amek isat, ielts, ade 2 tmpat je..
w. aust - kne amek isat, ade 5 tmpat je

tmpat tuh bkn tok malaysians je, tp for international students all around the world!

pstuh, ok, kaki i dh sakit
jom lepak secret recipe!

xyah btau pn, u guys sdie mklum
i mmg x ske manis2 n mengamalkan gaya idop yg sehat, ahaks!
hahahaha
yg cwan rendah tuh shidot pnye, i fresh orange!

dot pink tuh tanda kami sehat
suhu bdan x tinggi
jd bleh msuk edu fair td..

pkul 630
ktorg tgk papadom
wpun sgt xtau nk wtpe smbil tggu 630, tp ktorg snggup tggu
sbb org kte papadom best giler!!

and i think,
it is the best movie!funny and sad!
i can laugh and cry at the same time

my fave dialogue;
"johnny depp skolah sini ke??"

noorkhiriah pn sgt sngal dlm ni
esp part lpas dia dh mati tuh

ouh ye, time scha mule2 appear tuh, scene kt asrama uitm tu
ade sorg budak nih jerit
"DANIA!"
tulah pngaruh tv, isyh3x, hahaha..

tgk cte nih buat i realize btapa bsar kasih syg sorg ayh tuh
wpun dia x ckp
i nanges sbb i tngat dkt my dad
die bknlah org yg express his feeling and his love
tp i tau die sgt amek berat psal i
i kn anak pmpuan tunggal dia :) hahaha

dlu die hampir x bg i msuk asrama mse i form 1
tp nasib baek i dpt kt gombak je, so ok!
mse i dpt offer letter scholarship mara pn
die tanya i
"r u sure u want to take this program, nk g oversea?nnt jauh ngen ayah and ibu tau"
:)

i love u, yah!

ibu, i love u too!